after 1st year final exam

after my 1st year final exam...i were back to my hometown almost 1 month..today were the 3rd day in house..

i dunno what happen to me recenly, everytimes when i think about u..i will be uncontrolled myself to become emoness and sadness..what wrong with me?why i should think like that? i dunno what is the feeling you toward me? should i stop to think you.
you will fly to uk soon..
should i have courage to say i love u ?should i confess ?i afraid rejection by people i love.

you will left malaysia soon, and maybe we cannot meet during these few months even years..
i miss you badly...i still remember last week during the exam week, we study and discussed the questions together...it is a meaningful memory for me for my 1st year at HELP.. thanks alot to you to make me feel happiness and don't let me alone..

sometimes i want to cry with reason you will left me for abroad..you are the girl i feel comfortable and happiness when you chatting with me...actually i try to date you to go out, but i honestly believe you will reject me.

i dunno how to spend my time for this holiday..in fact, i were planned for this holiday since last week...anyway, i try to realise my holiday planning...hopefully can done it.

your IELTS result were 7.5, could me??

i should improve hugely for my english lever..so i become more hardworking for reading especially my favourite news and magazines..actually i have a planning to write few essays about my own opinions for future of malaysia and malaysia youth people crisis..

my friend, should i confess to a gal i love , but she will left malaysia soon and maybe back malaysia for many years later??