突然好想见你...

最近几天也不知道搞什么的...

你的名字突然在我脑海里出现了...

一个很久很久没出现的名字突然出现...

不知道我要高兴还是伤心呢...

可能是最近看到你的照片的关系..

也可能是最近msn聊天时时常提到你的关系....

今天,我在听这首歌时，“永远在身边” -大嘴巴....

突然你的回忆在我脑海里一页一页的闪过...

也因为你...我学会了容忍...

也因为你...我喜欢上华文.....

也因为你...我了解了什么慈悲...

也因为你...我喜欢上''庆祝''这首歌...

也因为你...我学会了怎样去爱别人....

也因为你...我学会了怎样才能保持天天开心..

也因为你...我学会了要付出...要牺牲..要为别人着想..

也不知道为什么...每次听佛曲时会想到你...

也不知道为什么...每次想到中学回忆时一定想到你...

也不知道为什么...我还把你的那些照片留在我电脑里..

也不知道为什么...每次想到pbhp时第一个会想到的人一定是你...

你是第一个看过我哭的女生...

你也是第一个让我哭了一整天的女生...

你也是第一个让我会对电话傻笑的女生...

你也是第一个让我知道爱一个人是一件很快乐的事情..

真的很对不起...
之前所对你说的那些话...
和在pbhp时所对你的态度...
应该伤到你不浅..你连最后一封信息也不回我..

自从我读中六后就不曾和你联络了...

但希望在你心里我们会是永远的朋友...
我只能在此默默的祝福你...
要好好的照顾身体哦...
考试考Full A出国留学...

最后,
谢谢你在我中学时期留下美好的回忆...


p/s : 考试加油....
p/s : 要好好珍惜身边人...

yoyo..pls study..

study,,,
pls study...pls study...
MId year exam coming lor....




concentrate study la...
physic,...
chemistry...
math...
pa....
yoyo,,,,
study la.....

早知今日,何必当初..

其实我真的不想写这篇文章的..
但是还是觉得把事实告诉大家啦...

我真的好久没生气了...
还记得上次生气是在中五那年...
那时也因为是华文学会的生活营检讨会的事情...
我和shuan吵了起来...隔几天就好了...
现在想起来觉得那时为什么要那么冲动呢...
可能是我那时的个性比较激动点...

1. 吃不到葡萄说葡萄是酸的

几天前我在莫个blog上看到XXX狠狠的批评我朋友...
批评了别人还不敢承认...我最看不顺眼的是XXX还叫那位女生回家看那个blog...
说有人在blog上狠狠地酸她，骂她...明明就是自己写人家的啊...为什么XXX还不要承认...
那个女生是个好女生却给XXX说到好像很坏那样....还有一些XXX对那女生所作的那些事情...
简直就是骚扰...我有时真的为那个女生感到很伤心...人家不喜欢你你就放手啦...每天死缠烂打的缠着人家...那个女生都对他也十分的反感..难道男人做到这样值得吗???

2. 对别人的伤害会身体上永远的疤痕

所谓：" 病从口入,祸从口出 "...我相信各位都了解这句名句..
那天，XXX还在blog批评了大部分的同学...却说自己有几好就几好...
你们说这种人可以做朋友吗???
XXX说我是sohai....哇...
我长这么大从来没人用这句话来说过我...
而且他是用什么身份来这样说我...
况且我也和他不熟...根本不想和他熟..
他到底知不知道这个字的含义..

然后看到XXX写我朋友写到一文不值尤其是他喜欢的那个女生...
什么脸色苍白像病人一样...
那时我真的是发火咯...
简直想他好好的骂一顿...
真的是炸到...
其实刚才我在看戏时.XXX打电话来向我说明白...
还说他只是开玩笑的...一个陌生人突然call我..
吓到我...

早知今日...何必当初...

其实已经有几个朋友自从这件事后对那位同学超不爽了...
希望那位同学可以反省自己所作的错误..

* 其实我中学时也做过一个错误的决定...
也因为那件事...她一个月不理我.... 我们的关系开始疏远了....没像以前那么亲密...最后也只可以做普通朋友而已...
也因为那件事...我学会了三思而后行..病从口入，祸从口出...这两句名句...


p/s : 此文章有得罪的地方...请多多包含...
p/s : 此文章并无恶意伤害他/他人....

I like physic..

haha..
i like my physic tuition teacher...
let me intro him to all of u...
he is a guy about 25 year old...
erm...quite leng zai ...
my class princesses like him veli much...
actually i like his teaching method...
don fell boring at that subject..
he always give us free extra class .. is tutorial class la..
actually jz discussing the past year question..
i think these past year question is useful for all of us..

1st time i feel physic is interesting subject..
like that subject veli much...
can learn lot of things especially related with our life...

for example FAN...majority fan using D.C to function ...
cannot using A.C to function...haha..u duno why leh...

erm...such as piston in the car using the physic concert to function too...
that is using adiabatic process..can't using isothermal process..

today he show us a physic reference book "university physic"..
that is a university lever book...have more than 1000 pages...
publish by US reputable university..forgot which University...
he told us that book bought around RM80...cant imaging a book thick like that bought with RM 80 only...

if u want to know deeply...pls leave comment to me...haha...


p/s : my teacher pic & that book pic will upload later..
p/s : feel sorry to some of you particularly who dont take physic subject..

大家都变了...

上个星期六..
因为sf回来jb...
然后他就约了我们IEP整班朋友出来..
我老远从tmn U 去jusco tebrau meet他们...
本来全部说好会是整班朋友..应该有8-9个的...
哪里知道，那时才三个人出来而已..
我,sf ,和nk..
有些住在那里附近的朋友..
突然说不得空...
难道一整天都那么忙吗...
难得有机会gathering..
他们都要FFK...
我和sf都觉得他们变了...

半年的时间..可以改变很多事尤其是人的心态..

那天就只有我和sf去JJ club打badminton而已..
还好我们只租1 hour..
本来还以为他很geng的..
哪里知道到那里时才发现原来普普通通而已..
最后还我们还平手...但是他最后也承认我比他强...
haha...

打完球时,大概九点..我们就和nk到JJ去喝茶...
找了大概十分钟还找不到要去哪里吃..
没办法..我们对JJ不熟...
最后就听sf建议去古文茶吃咯...
原来nk没有去过古文茶吃过..
所以他也是第一次去那里而已..
还要我介绍那里的美食给她..
以前去吃东西都是她介绍给我的..
让我开心到..哈哈...
还有其实sf那天下午才和yw(wendy)去那里吃..
好久没见到yw了..不知道她最近怎样...
他可是我们IEP那班最perfect的女生..
无论外貌还是内涵都不错...
还记得她家里有养一只超大的牧羊犬..
害得我那时不敢走进她家门口..
sf说她已经读ACCA要一年了...
好快啊...已经一年没见她了..
想念她家的狗...

我们聊了很多他们最近的事情..
如sf的CAT生活了...
他在kl超enjoy的...好像每天在放假的...
其实是我忙...

还有我真的outdate了...
连最新的tvb港剧,
最popular的华语歌我都不晓得..
还有新开的A店，B店我都没去过...

nk也因为之前的那件事...
让她成长了不少...那就好像另外一个人一样..
那天也很少看到她笑了...以前那个“ 大家姐”已经变了...
以前说到玩..他一定是跑第一个...
她也是我们班的开心果...有她的地方一定有笑声..

失恋真的可以让一个人成长...
我非常认同这句话..
我那天就见识到了 ...她已经长大了..
连他说话的方式也变得稳重了,不像以前那么活泼...
我还记得她对我说过一句话..
“不管我们以前怎么恩爱,怎么亲密...
现在回想起来就好像照片一张又一张的从我脑海里飘过...
一支针又一支针的往我胸口插了”
虽然这件事已经过了三个月...
但在他心中就好像昨天发生的事情..
而我也帮不上什么忙..
只希望时间可以淡化一切...
最后他还告诉了我...
“我再也不想谈恋爱了...我害怕再一次被伤害...”

此外,他还对我说..
“因为之前对他太依赖了,无论大小事情都依赖对方..现在没有他在身边的日子好不习惯..好痛苦...”

还记得有一次在danga city mall看见他们在shopping时亲密的样子..
真的让人羡慕...好sweet...
现在他们连朋友都做不成..
我真的为他们感到伤心..
其实她男友也是我IEP的朋友..

p/s 时间可以淡化一切
p/s 失恋会让一个人成长
p/s 不要太依赖对方哦

Tanjung Piai Trip

woo..

long time x go to trip..

yesterday with my skul club..

"pertina club"..erm..actually is form 6 club..

go to tmn negara tanjung piai, johor..

that is a the southernmost area in mainland Asia...

from jb town go that needed about 1 hour and 30 mins..

jz arrive tanjung piai..

woo.. all my frds..leng zai ???

rite?

the backgroup is my skul bus..EC bus

nice ??

yes???

that is me...

welcome to...

-.-

the main entrance to tanjung piai..

i like that signboard veli much...

erm....

that is the main "simbol" &

tallest building in the tanjung piai..

the guy inside pic is our pertina club'president...

.

haha..

wat is this????..

toilet lor..

whole tanjung piai onli hv 1 toilet...

that is who???

its me lor...

Erm....

actually this trip jz normal for me...

not other surprise ...

But....

!!!!!!!

i like the feeling with whole group of frds...

and the fresh air there that can let us relax..

particularly for us..

STPM students...

MID YEAR EXAM coming...

+U to all my frds...

*p/s-new pic will upload later...

*p/s-sometimes need go to trip for relax..

*p/s-0.0..

My hp was confiscated for 1 week

bad luck...today is a dark wednesday for me...
today morning was raining cat & dog..
then i lazy to wake up...and slept until 6:30...
then go out to wait bus...bcoz of the traffic jam..
then i arrive school about 7:30..
unfortunately,i need to walk about 5 minutes in this rainy day into school...
beside,my school discipline teacher suddenly have a spot check all of students who are lately go to school today..then i immediately to keep my hp from pocket to beg...
but he still open my beg and check...finally he was found it..
then he told me 1 week later to take back with my parent...

This is not the reason y i am feeling sad now...the actual reason is he(my teacher) don want give back my SIM card to me...so i feel sad ....
If my frds have any imperative events need to tell me...then how are them can tell me...puzzled.... bcoz in my hp have lot of ppl number...and i don remember their number in my mind...and i don give them my aunt's house number... and lot of them in college or different schools...

so everyone...if u have any important things need to told me ...pls told me in msn o blog...
next wednesday i will get back my hp...