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这是我第一个用中文写的blog.

为什么这么多问题在同一时间出现？

我可以选择逃避吗？

这是我第一次不敢面对你...

我可以把你当成是透明吗？

我真的觉得我自己越来越不了解你了...



我真的很累了...

有很多assignments需要完成...

可以不要再面对这种问题吗？



朋友是最好的,不是吗?

可以不要每次都是这样暧昧吗？

朋友之上恋人未满...

我真的不要再浪费我的时间了...

MCQ...Help Me Answer It

1. Money , Reputation , Principle or Moral, which one is more significant for you?



2. If a men has a girlfriend, but he still fall in love with other girl, should it fair?



3. What is the definition of friendship?



4. What are the purposes / intentions of have a Girlfriend / Boyfriend?

emoing....

hey...all my friends....
i apologised for long time didn't be blogging....
thanks you guys to support my blog...
i feel surprise to know when my followers up to 7 peoples ....

this is my bussieee holidays for the coming weeekkkksss..

this week is the last week for my 2nd year 1st semester...
By the way, i didn't feel happy for these 2 weeks holidays..

On the 1st weekday,I should be working as a part time helper at law firm nearby my house( KL rent house).
In the early morning of 24th dec, i have a Broga Hill trip with my secondary school friends and countdown for the X'mas...
On 25th dec, we are planning to go shopping , singing, watch movie and otherss...
On the same day, i should be driving back to my hometown bcoz on 26th dec, i have to go TAIPING....that is another trip with my primary school friends....Taiping lake.i am coming....i think we will be staying 2 days at Taiping...
Unfortunately, i think i will be the driver for all th tripsss.....

lasty, i will go to JB....actually is Singapore....Universal Studio as well... but this one haven't confirm yet...wait my JB gang to decide it..maybe i will spend 2-3 days at Jb.....

haix....i think this is my holiday full with alot of tripss.....i duno i should be happilyyyy or sadnesssss???

sorry ya

I am freaking busy these weeks...In fact, i aslo duno what kind of "busy" am i busy...According to my classmate, yen hong said, we become more "socialize" peoples.we shall be more join school activities as well as our friends activities.
Yup, eventually, i decided to join korea study trip next year,,,Hooray...It's should be a good news for myself...
These week is the most busy week among 2nd year so far; had steamboat at sunway, attended b'day party at shah alam, badminton with female classmates, attended ALSA M'sia at UM around 3 days last week...
the event make me most excited is next week activity...i will be attending a talk at JLN DUTA..i forget what is the venue of talk..HILLARY CLINTON give a talk to us....hopefully her husband will be following her to attend thsi official visit to M'sia...Bill Clinton is the president of US i most admired....this is 1st time she come to M'sia..
Other i can't remember ...Tell u guys when i am free...

great moment during hari raya

haha, i am blogging atr ND's house, this is 2nd times i come to ND's house. Actually yesterday was the 1st day i come..
today, we have a small size gathering at sutera, the main activities was singing. haiz, 3 hours are totally didnot enough for us to singing, i think next time we need to increase our singing time to more than 3 hours..
actually we had window shopping with the guys in sutera mall. haha, long time didnot went to there since last year leave JB.for me, sutera mall is one of the best shopping centre in JB.

to be continuing......

after 1st year final exam

after my 1st year final exam...i were back to my hometown almost 1 month..today were the 3rd day in house..

i dunno what happen to me recenly, everytimes when i think about u..i will be uncontrolled myself to become emoness and sadness..what wrong with me?why i should think like that? i dunno what is the feeling you toward me? should i stop to think you.
you will fly to uk soon..
should i have courage to say i love u ?should i confess ?i afraid rejection by people i love.

you will left malaysia soon, and maybe we cannot meet during these few months even years..
i miss you badly...i still remember last week during the exam week, we study and discussed the questions together...it is a meaningful memory for me for my 1st year at HELP.. thanks alot to you to make me feel happiness and don't let me alone..

sometimes i want to cry with reason you will left me for abroad..you are the girl i feel comfortable and happiness when you chatting with me...actually i try to date you to go out, but i honestly believe you will reject me.

i dunno how to spend my time for this holiday..in fact, i were planned for this holiday since last week...anyway, i try to realise my holiday planning...hopefully can done it.

your IELTS result were 7.5, could me??

i should improve hugely for my english lever..so i become more hardworking for reading especially my favourite news and magazines..actually i have a planning to write few essays about my own opinions for future of malaysia and malaysia youth people crisis..

my friend, should i confess to a gal i love , but she will left malaysia soon and maybe back malaysia for many years later??

cant meet u....2010 feb

since last year,after the XXX birthday,,,,i don see u anymore....but i always will be reading your blog....6 months already.....damn MISS u....few days ago,when u left a msg to me that make me feeling happy and excited whole day...unfortunately,i don driving my car,so i reject ur invitation under constraint....i really feeling sadness...

zee zee,thanks u give me her hp number....but i aslo don dare to contract her during the free time...i worry i will be disturbing and annoying her..

singapore sentosa trip....

yesterday...26.2.10

haha,,..feeling damn happy can go to sg with a group of EC friends...Xjun,Joel,Eric and me.. we went to sentosa to take photo and took a look of sentosa scenery...sorry Xjun....my poor line made me cant upload our photos to my blog and facebook.....don woory about it,,,i will upload it all asap....



after came back fom sg.,..we went to buy kian hao's birthday present and have our lunch +dinner at tea garden...haha...beside that...i aslo want to intro a new cafe to u all...ALI CAFE bukit indah...i went to this cafe twice already...1st time was celebrate eric's birthday..2nd time is ceelebrate kian hao's birthday...forgot to introduce...kian hao is 1 of the chinese waiter in this cafe...haha..i like wii very much...especially the canoeing games,basketball and boxing...haha...

feeling sick...

what happen to me today...
suckssssss...early in the morning receive 1 msg who wrote "honestly, we just as friend" OMG..i really feel shocked,shocked and shocked... we really as a friend only....don think too much...THE PROBLEM is why my mind and heart feeling sad when receive that msg....OPSss.....

STPM result will be announcing at 25 feb....next thursday...feeling scary...how could i face my STPM result.....and when should i go to EC take my result???
i thought i will cant be sleeping at this few days.....haiz...

actually i decide this friday go to JB take my result and go to Sinagapore Casino take a visit...and go to buy a GPS for my dad.....but you will come to KL this weekend...so i delay my travel to Singapore and JB..

feeling illness...and where my HELP friends....pls help me....i am boring now....

LONELY

when go to puduraya take bus

contract law books.

space where i always lepak...

cool scenery

my room table...

why suddenly feeling lonely...

how could make my life more meaningful????

Enjoy University LIFE...how to enjoy????

sometimes was too FREE TIME....NOTHING to do....

sometimes was BUSY like bull..

After my CNY...i will be busying to do my ASSiSGments...

5 ASSGMS need to finish...All the assgmn need to research...

i need go to library find infomation-LEXISNEXIS,WESTLAW,CASEBOOK..

-study hard

-be happy everyday

Back Home tomorrow..

CNY coming....this saturday got a party-BBQ at friend house...I think will have 80% of my primary school friends will be attempting....really long time dont see them....

I have 1 weeks holiday for CNY....

i don got any planning for my CNY ....

actually i want go to penang playing , visit my U friends and primary school teachers...

but i know my dad will not let me drive to there...

so i am waiting friends to ajak me....If any one want to ajak me please call me....

today,i went to low yat shopping....alone....really pitiful....actually want to help my sister to look laptop...she want to buy a new laptop..one of my sister use HP brand,i use ACER,i think she better use other brand la...all of us use the different brand...

After that meet my friends at sg wang...
2 of them were did the nail coloring..whole the hands nail coloring need 100++ bucks...expensive...Then we go to TIMES SQUARE shopping...i were bought 2 pairs of JEANs...FINALLY....i were bought JEANS for CNY>...HAPPY..3 years don bought JEANS for CNY already....

HAPPY CNY>>>>

CNY coming...but i hvnt buy any jeans....2 years already i don bought jeans....
i got 8 days for CNY holiday....as usual,i will go back to hometown and celebrate with my family members....and meet my SUA friends..primary school friends...this year,lot of my relatives don go back to hometown....o.o
for me,CNY just a day which i meet my old friends and have a gathering together....

this year CNY is locating at 14.2 that mean same with valentine day....haha...actually valentine day dont got any special feeling for me because i am single.....but not available...

sometime i am thinking should i need GF now....
the answer is DUNNO....

what is the meaning of girlfriend??? i really duno....for me ,i tthought she is a person who accompany me ..share everything with me even that is happiness or bitter events...

sorry to all my friends...

actually i decided to close this blog site and open another blog site...
but lazy attitude to change all the infomation so i still use this blog site...
jB & singapore....i miss there....i will go to JB o take stpm result ....1 and half years time to study stpm....that is one of the important pathway for me to grow...i were became more mature and open minded after study stpm....at least i can know my future direction clearly compare with spm time....

sometimes i really miss our form 6 life.....wear uniform to school....and singing in class and 38 with our 38 geng...zeezee,peichia,yishan,gaogao,leo,juanhao,adrian,wilson,minsoon,huimei and joel...

all my friends....keep in touch....i know u all busy to earn money (working) now....hope can see you guys when taking out STPM result.....really long time not see all of you.....ALLL the Best for you guys....

my friends....miss u....

hope u can enjoy your new school...actually i should feeling happy because you got the full scholarship and go abroad to study....but i was feeling sad ....

everytime i see the photo we took at your "farewell" that was taking at the NANDO'S...

friendship forever....

ALL THE BEST FOR YOU>>>>

university life..

4.1.10 is the 1st day of my schooling day....

my school is HELP university college....damansara ,KL...

i am study law(LLB) now....

sorry for all of you because i am busy with my study recently...

so i cant update my blog...

你说过

你说过你可以为了我...

努力读好书...

考好成绩的.....

你现在这些成绩（烂成绩）

就代表我在你心中的地位吗??

难道我在你心中只值这些成绩..

这个就是你能做的吗？？

你今天对我说最经典的一句话...
我一定会把这句话永远记在心中...
当成我的座右铭...

你在我心中的地位不是这些成绩...
下次的成绩才是你在我心中的地位...

BY2-我知道

BY2-我知道

从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你陪着我心痛
一切是我太过娇纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然
分开的理由
我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以
即使在最后
还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会
在离开时闭着眼
没有回头
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪

trial exam....

today jz finish my PA 2 exam....the questions quite tough...
haiz....later 5:30 need go to physic tuition at tmn U...left 2 more chapter onli...
today will be finish teaching all the physicc chapter...wonderful.... !!!
next week got physic...chemistry exam....
haiz...


*hope u recover asap....

left 3 months..,,

3 more months .............

after this 3 months all things will be finish....

my new life will be starting after stpm....

i need to bear at this few month...

don want to think too much...

jz happy everyday....

*i will try my best...

emo ...

i thought all things will became normal...
y when i heard u feel sick i was became nervous and worry...
that is why..???